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Every corner in a house, every angle in a room,
every inch of secluded space in which we like to hide, or withdraw
into ourselves, is a symbol of solitude for the imagination.
-- Gaston Bachelard
When experiencing the world, one cannot overlook
the structures that surround us and give us shelter. The
house itself is our first world. Structures house our
dreams, memories, secrets and failures. Each space and
corner represents a time in our lives. Aged structures retain
a history of the experiences and thoughts of its inhabitants.
Memories rub off the insides and outsides of the
spaces that exist and become a part of us, whether it is our
memories of a similar place or the buildings memories
of other inhabitants. Architecture is like a man made garden
with buildings sprouting up instead of flowers, their overcrowding
like weeds in our environment. It is a love hate relationship
between the necessity of shelter and the taking away of space.
I am inspired by its dichotomy of beauty and ugliness, necessary
protection and excessive luxury
When visiting a place, I document my experience
with photographs. I photograph curious spaces and ones which
have history. I try to pare down the intricate decorative elements
and shapes which speak the most of a place. I leave the silhouettes
of the new structures and instill them with my own thoughts
and memories. The impression that is left acknowledges the experience.
My paintings are object like. They reference
wood boxes and protrude off the wall more than a painting on
canvas. Because of their small scale, the "boxes"
have a precious quality, which is increased by the way they
are created. Small objects create a sense of nostalgia,
which I feel while I am painting them.
I place the paintings in my lap in close proximity
to my body. The layering of memories, in addition
to transparent and opaque painted layers, illustrates the wisps
of thought that arise when remembering a specific location.
Painting in such a devoted way, will hopefully reflect the closeness
of the viewers gaze. The idea that the viewer will share
the same space as I while creating the painting is fascinating.
Sharing an experience through an object relates to the idea
of memories contained in a space. The process of constructing
the boxes and then painting them is vital to me.
We live in a world where structures are like weeds
overtaking a garden. However, sometimes it is the overlooked
weeds that are the most fascinating of all.
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